Sunday, September 30, 2007
-8:47 AM
This time was different
felt like,
I was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife
i'm afraid u might leave me.
and forget me
i'm thinkin too much.
silly me.
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i miss ur voice. i miss ur face.
i love you.
Saturday, September 29, 2007
-2:51 PM
third day in kuching!. today's is adrian cousin's wedding. yeah. so accompany him to his aunty house. hmm. i felt so weird. felt out cast. lols nvm. tonight still needa go attend him wedding dinner. \
needa wait for me kenneth to wake up, than go shop eat shop eat again.
there's nth much to shop here. yeah. only food. and their food here is really really. cheap. compare to singapore. LAWL.
food?.
fats.
NONO!!!
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went to a pub last night wif them. kinda boring. haa. their music n people. very not use to it. hmph...
haa. update again tml. =P
Friday, September 28, 2007
-9:00 AM
its e 2nd day here in Kuching wif Adrian and Kenneth, hmm. yeah. going town later in the afternoon,for more food and shopping. (= ate quite alot of their food here yesterday. NICE. i'm dead, gonna gain weight.haa =P. needa exercise more le. !
took some pics too. but didn't bring my cable. =P. so needa wait till i'm back in singapore than can update.
shall update somemore later.
=P
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
-1:59 PM
haha zi lian de me. LAWL
=P
its wednesday!. going malaysia wif adrian and kenneth. hee. haha. blog again when i reach there. gotta go meet kenneth. he;s waiting for me at bugis. (=
I'm sitting here,
Thinkin bout,
How I'm gon-na do without,
You around,
In my life,
And how am I, I gon get by,
Ain't got no days,
Just lonely nights,
If you want the truth,
Well girl I'm not alright,
Feel out of place,
And out of time,
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
Monday, September 24, 2007
-9:25 PM
-9:08 PM
going camp today is total waste of time. i got stuck at the busstop outside camp for almost an hour. cause it was raining so damm heavily. i dun have my brolly! and causes me to be LATE for my roll call! went to office. sit inside there for the whole day doing nothing. BORING. sitting down looking at the clock. until its slowly slowly. reaches 5pm. its seems forever.
i'm stress. i'm breaking down
i'm afraid.
please. please
for once,
let me do things right.
i never felt so loved before.//
Sunday, September 23, 2007
-1:38 AM
i'm finally home.
went to town jus now.
met daniel.
had dinner,
hmmmm. . .
met the rest.
i miss h**
watched Underdog.
its so cute and funny.
L O L S
its 1am
everyone is tired.
i'm going to sleep.
gd nite world
Saturday, September 22, 2007
-10:37 AM
i'm so confused,
i feel like its end of the world.
i don't know.
jus came back from camp.
was doing duty last night.
its a friday.
everyone is havin fun outside.
was think abt things the entire night.
i don't know
i fell asleep.
i am so affected. i am so irritated!.
someone. HELP ME!.
there's is some problem with me.
i needa change. for e better.
to a better person.
life sucks. i'm in dilemma.
e problems lies with me.
well, its time to think like a adult.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
-9:31 PM
its crazy man.
felt so sleepy e whole day.
i'm damm tired.
as usual.
The Crab
June 22 to July 22
Traditional
Cancer Traits
Emotional and loving
Intuitive and imaginative
Shrewd and cautious
Protective and sympathetic
On the dark side....
Changeable and moody
Overemotional and touchy
Clinging and unable to let go
-12:08 AM
180907
slept at adrian's place.
woke up around ten. went market wif adrian. bought some vegetable and adrian cook us breakfast. (= Yummy. not bad.
went swimming after that.
went to meet sherman at bugis for dinner. we ordered lots n lots of food. eat till almost. EXPLODE.
than went to shop awhile. . than went home .
some of e pics we took today.
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we both look so ugly. jus woke up. on e way to market. =P
see my hair. so flat. n his. so messy.
adrian look so nerd in his spec. haha!
in e lift.
Monday, September 17, 2007
-8:25 PM
friday - clubbing
saturday - sleep
sudnay - movie
lazy to blog.
haha.
=P
Sunday, September 16, 2007
-1:03 AM
WHAT IS PROMISE?. someone please tell me.
dun promise. if u can't do it.
never again
never again
never again
disappointed.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
-9:09 PM
its finally 13 Sep, the day i always have been waitin for. last day of STOCK TAKING. But. damm. it has been extended to 17th Sep. and that means.?. more work for me!. i've been walkin around the whole camp lookin for missing laptops. digital cam. and all sort of rubbish u can think of. i can jus *snap* anytime. hmm. maybe AWOL.
Life really sucks when u're e CQ of a company. Expecially a HQ company CQ. argh!. give me a BREAK!
as usual. was so tired. in camp. stack and stack of paper work keep piling up for me to do.
enough of complaining.
was browsing web searchin for tips to build up nice abs without jogging. but end up. chatting in msn instead. nth much to blog too.
hmm. tml Friday le. yeah.
alright. trainin in progress. wait n see. =P
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Des a deer, a handsome deer, (=
miss u deer. love you deer/
miss alex. miss adrian. miss kenneth. miss sherman.
hmm. maybe mrs. =P
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
-8:05 PM
its 1 year in NS.
stress level building up as fast as lighting. Things that need to settle finish fast. Pressure that Rq and Oc have been giving me. stock taking and all stuffs pile up together. waiting for the results that i haf been workin hard in.
Tired. causin me to lose my temper. i become very moody n easily angry.
sorry , if i have shouted at you all jus now. i am jus not myself today.. guess i needa rest.
Adrian & Sherman. I'm Sorry.
been doing paperwork the whole mornin and afternoon. it seems like a never-ending work.
keep stackin and stacking.
Hope everthing will be over after 13th Sep. time for me to rest.
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deer. i miss you. i'm tired. might not be online today le. i'll sms you soon. love you.
Monday, September 10, 2007
-10:26 PM
yawn!. tired after a whole day of work. stock taking again. when will it end.?
bad day. got scolding from CSM tat pig, cause i fall asleep during his lecture. haa . so paiseh. in front of so many people. shark!
OT again. reach home late.
Exercise a little bit.
chatted wif sherman and deer in msn. =P
its 10.50pm le. going to bed le.
i miss u. love u.
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ytd. went to airport. wif adrian, kenneth and sherman. went to send deer brian off.
he's going switzerland for 3 months, gonna miss you. took alot of beautiful beautiful pics
when we're on the way to e airport. (=
kenneth and sherman was very busy lookin at "girls" . haa. while me and adrian go shopping.
nth much to shop too.
stay awhile and left, sad.
alot more. but. lazy to update. hmm. blog again tml . haa.
go to bed le.
nite
nite.
