lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
Cause im not losing my war thats in my mind
and i will spread my wings and soar
and i will fly-and no i will never deny
whats in my heart whats in my life will be justified
the mean thoughts and cheap shots they will not weaken me
the mean thoughts and cheap shots well we're not weakening
The mean thoughts and cheap shots
Thursday, August 31, 2006
-5:21 PM
went to mount pleasant animal hospital wif javier to fetch marco(dog) back home.. reached home around 3 pm..
waiting for alex to call me, meetin him later.. going chalet.. =)
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
-8:45 PM
argh.. dunno wad happen to my computer.. can't use.. can't blog this few days.. ! tired.. feelin sick right now..
slept early last night, woke up around 9 am this mornin..
my dog was sick so i bring him down to mount pleasant animal hospital.. aww.. sad.. he had to be hospitalise.. reach home at around 4 pm.. watch tv again..
had my dinner.. felt a little bit sick.. i going to rest le..
zzzzzzz
zzzzzzz
zzzzzzz
sianssss going ns in another 9 days..
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before
watched frostbitten wif tony, louis, alex, andy, grace and cy... 1 word for tat movie.. SUCKS! after e movie.. andy n grace went to my place..
i am so tired n sick..
Friday, August 25, 2006
-3:17 PM
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
off to swimming..
*14 more days to ns..
Thursday, August 24, 2006
-3:30 PM
going queensway ~ SHOPPING!!
i love shopping!!!
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Tuesday 22-08
went swimming.. reach e pool around 5 pm n had to leave at 6 pm, meetin 1 of my fren for dinner =) .. went to great world for food.. slurp.. hmm =) .. haa..
reached home around 8.. weilong jio-de me for some dota.. haa.. so we headed down to egame.. hmm.. finish the game at around 1 am .. they decided to stay over at my place.. jasper called and asked me for movie.. hee.. so i gave andy n frens my key and asked him to go my place first.. sorry.. haa..
waited for him outside the parklane taxistand.. waited 5 mins until he reach.. hopped into the car and went cine..
watched american haunting.. was quite boring.. but scare the shi* out of me..
after movie went back to join andy at my place.. =) chit chat a bit n slept at 6am.. =)
tired..
tired..
Monday, August 21, 2006
-2:32 PM
going plaza singapura.. ~~~~~~~~
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Saturday 19-08
hmm.. stay over at my pS home.. woke up at around 2+ was damm tired.. went market for some food. ordered katong laksa.. was eating halfway n guess wad i saw in e gravy.. BABY COCKROACH!!!!! i almost sued that freakin disgustin YUCKS! stall.. hmmm.. nvm.. forget it.. haa..
Played poker wif andy, yongliang, jonathan and weilong.. hmmm.. left around 6, meetin some of my old school frens for steamboat at marina.. but.. thinkin of tat laska spoil everything.. ARGH!!!
reached home around 12, showered n than sleep..
lalaland
lalaland
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Friday 18-08
Watched tat stupid movie Ghost game.. hmmm.. its scary.. but like no ending.. hmm.. nvm.. went maxwell for supper after movie than whynot for clubbing.. =)
Friday, August 18, 2006
-4:05 PM
HOW TO ... ... quit SmokingCan't get a seat at the smokin section of your favourite cafe?.. Hey, if u can't beat them join them.. Here's how to quit the fag..life is getting harder for smokers. First, they had to deal with the whole lung cancer thing, and now, they can't get a table at restaurants, bars and cafe. Even worst , all night spot will be non smoking by next july. thats like telling a horse there's no pooping in the meadow. Perhaps it is time, dear emphysema candidate, to lose the cancer stick and join the world of the living (and seated) . Here are some useful tips and important information u need to know to fight the puff..
Preparation is essential*set a quick date and stick to it. Refrain from trying to smoke every cigarette in south east asia before the day arrive.
*Tweak ur enviroment. Don't let any one light up in your home and get rid of all cigs and ashtrays. Remember your home is now non smoking
*Think about your previous attempts to quit smoking. Keep in mind whats worked and whats flopped.
When support is not a good brassiereStudy had shown that you have a better chance of quitting if you have help. We suggest:1 Tell your family, friends, and colleagues that you're going clean and needed their support. inform them you will bitch-slap them should they smoke around you.
2 Get a fellow smoker to quit with you. Misery love company.
3 Get individual, group or telephone counselling. Call quit line at 1800-438-2000. Counseller are available at 8.30 am to 5 pm, Monday to Friday and till 1pm on Saturday.
Medicate yourself!..Sometimes, sheer will power isn't enough to keep the fag completely. Medication can help lessen the urge to smoke. The form of nicotine replacement currently available here are the nicotine patch and inhaler. Talk to your GP or pharmacist about which is best for you. Nicotine inhaler have to be prescribed by a doctor ; and the patches are available from all pharmacies.
What you need to avoid..
* Alcohol. Staying away from bars and clubs increase your chance of success.
* Other smokers. Sure, they're your friends but being around smokers will just tempt you to cave.
* Weighing scale. Its true what u have hear many smokers do gain weight when they quit. But you will just have to be disciplined. Drink more water. If you need to snack, eat fruuits or chew on ice cubes. Go for a run. Do what its take to stay gorgeous.
If at first you dun succeedMost relapses occurs within the first 3 months after quitting. Don't be too hard on yourself if you start smoking again - sometimes you just gotta shoot hoops before you win a game.
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Thursday 17-08
called Yongliang this afternoon, jio-ed him for swimming. Woohoo~ finally went swimming. meet him at 3.30pm outside the pool. haa~ was late for 15 mins.. sry..
swim for one hour and we left. Went to the market for some food, was freakin hungry, ordered nasi lemak, slurp :P walked home all the way from market.. hmmm..
Reached home. On my computer but can't connect to the internet!! ARGH!!...
irritating
irritating!..
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
-8:52 PM
Just finish eatin my dinner, yah was sitting infront of my computer doing boring things again.. listenin to those repeated songs i have in my playlist.. i am about to fall asleep.. yawn..
stayed over at tony place last night.. only slept for hmmm.. 4 hours.. can't really sleep well in other people place.. missed my bed and pillow..
waited till 2 plus until tony woke up.. my handphone batt was dead.. wanna rush home.. but he won't let me leave the house!.. argh! ended up crappin instead.. left his place at 5 plus..
tired
tired
tired
tired
tired
-2:39 AM
Finally created my first blog. All thanks to my mei tony. =)The damn rain this afternoon completely ruined my plans to go swimming. -.- Ended up rotting and watching the shows mediacorp had to offer.. Aaron called and jio-ed me out for a movie. Damn arsehole, cheated my feelings. -.- Intially we agreed on watching "the ant bully", but that scammer bought tickets for "see no evil" instead. The show was freaking disgusting and shocked the living daylights out of me.We went on to pub for drinks. And then tony popped me a msg for supper. Took cab down to kim seng and had to wait for 5 bloody minutes before i even saw his shadow coming out of the lift. Bought drinks from 7-11 and we crapped all the way to his place. Some petty queen called and made my blood boiled. If we had been talking face to face i would have punched his face in.. Argh, irritating fellow. Get a life.. This blog is the product of what i did at tony's place. =) That's all for my first entry. Take care people.