* shouted the words i only whispered before --

2007-12-24T13:22:00.000+08:00

WL IS DEAD! =P

2007-12-08T05:01:00.000+08:00

went to watch e Golden Compass.
Hmph. not so bad.
the polar bear is cute. ahaa~

went to Thin's house for dinner. (=
sherman, gavin and me.

naughty sherman, can't get his hands off Thin;s lappy.!

naughty naughty!
chit chat a little. than headed down to play. =P

as usual. its boring. dancing. squeezing with ppl/
everyweek doing the same stuff over and over again.
singapore is such a boring place la.
tell me ad to do.!
=X

zzz.

pictures taken at Thin's place.

there are more photos but. its all in adrian's cam.!
=P will update more soon.

2007-12-07T04:47:00.000+08:00

-
Boring day,

Jeslyn,
Davian,
Alex &
Me

went town. chit chat.
&
took a few pics/.

CHEEEEEESE!

2007-12-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

i'm so super tired these few days la.
and i'm getting lazier and lazier to blog.
somemore i'm super broke..
bankrupt le/
ahaa~
god! gimme GOLD!
=(

sleepy.
nites!

2007-12-02T12:59:00.000+08:00

someone really make me very angry yesterday.
my mood jus fell from e 100th floor to negative digits.
i was so FUCKING angry.
its like, u're the queen. and i am ur slave.
BUILD A BRIDGE AND FUCKING MOVE ON!
everythin i do. its my fault.
argh!. dun talk abt it.
forget it.

(=

went bugis. had lunch. than we went to catch a movie
Enchanted./
ITS super nice la. So happily ever after.
the songs. the costume. the actor everything. is so beautiful.
watchin that movie make me feel that i'm in wonderland too.
haa. =D its really worth e money. even if it cost 20 dollars a ticket.
will watch it again!.

. clubbing. its been such a long time i enjoy clubbing like yesterday.
so fun!. the shows. so entertaining.
its BACK TO SCHOOL night ytd.
so many ppl dress in school uniform.
and yeah. we all did too. (=
didn;t take alot pic. )=
so. can;t upload.
so wasted !

talk crap. dancing. sweating. ENJOYING!

----
to adrian: i know sometime i always shout at you. jus to let u know i dun mean anything
its jus that. i;m used to it already. hahaha! hope u understand la. i shout mean i love u hor. =P
will try to change la. but u must tolerate wif me awhile la. u know me de rite . =P HUGS

2007-11-27T23:33:00.000+08:00

its was a fine day. (=
went town. / again.
met adrian. sherman and kenneth,
after awhile met gavin.
townin in town walk walk.

than saw alex. haa. =P
chit chat a little than went home.
another boring day passssssed~

TO ALEX.:
of course i miss u la. u are FOREVER in my heart. don;t needa say de.
hehe/
we;ll meet up soon this coming saturday okay
its BACK TO SCHOOL!. I MISS U LA.
and u better call me and update me lor.
pig. =P
we got so much to talk abt.
tell me abt it. ~

see ya soon. muacks!!

2007-11-27T14:06:00.001+08:00

i miss sherman!
i miss kenneth!
i miss adrian!
missssed everyone!!! can't wait till SATURDAY!.

muacks u all. =D

2007-11-27T13:50:00.000+08:00

Last weekend sucks!.
woke up 4am in the morning. pack stores. collect food.
went out field. can;t sleep, can't shower, no fan.
and lots lots lots of work to do.
so many stores to move.
and e worst part is. we all have to put on tat camo cream.
green green. black black. aww!
now my face. its horrible now.
pimple OUTBREAK!. damm it.
horrible. terrible. !!!
spend the whole day swearin and cursing.
i HATE army!.

sunday. went dinner wif fren. than went to meet adrian and kenneth.
chatted awhile. than went home . i was feeling so tired.
totally shag out.

was in camp the whole day ytd. doing duty again. its like unlimited duties.
watch tv the whole day.
boring.

HAISSSSSS!
---
if u have to leave. i wish that u could jus leave.

2007-11-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

i can;t believe i ran 4km today.
haha/
i;m so shag out.
have been slacking for a long time.
i need more training.
=/

was on halfday today.
went to town.
met adrian and kenneth,
went to play lan. haa
so fun. played for awhile than headed to ps for dinner;
ate KFC.
// (=

now;s e unlucky part.
tmd. its rainin so heavily outside. i needa run all the way to the busstop.
but thats not e worst.
i waiting for e stupid bus for almost an hour.
cause there;s a road block.
duno wad event going on. so many traffic police.
hais sway
than reach home. its stil raining.
i needa run all the way back home.
than there;s no shelter;
end up drench.

i think i need a UMBRELLA. ella ella ella. eh eh.

2007-11-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

ALEX
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!
MUACKS.

2007-11-19T20:47:00.000+08:00

Its MONDAY!
starting of a brand new week.
hope everything goes fine for me. (=
//
as usual. went to camp. PT session. breakfast;
and than work work work....
forever work
always working.
WED! come faster. fast!
*

went to alex birthday last saturday took a few pics. yeah.
upload alittle here first;
the rest still haven't edit. haa
will upload e rest in the next entry. =P
really had alot of fun.
he recieved alot of presents.
Gucci wallet.. i am so jealous. =(
i wan my LV BAG!. / haha
kidding.
//
to alex: hope u like ur present. tats e least i can do.
this month too many ppl birthday le.
so yeah, haa.

last sunday,;
went to GYM.
was feelin too boring. so went there with fren.
do alot of funny funny exercise. haa
now my arms and abs are aching.
ouch.
can;t sneeze too hard. pain.
*argh*
i wanna have a nice body la.
Lawls.

this are some pics tat we took last week. (=

Yunyun and me

Vain us. =P Jeslyn & me.

cam whoring. =P

ADRIAN! n SHERMAN!

=)

i' needa go dream already.
SCOTT LUNSFORD i'm coming.
lala land~
=P

Nite world.
*HUGS*

2007-11-18T22:14:00.000+08:00

lazy. sleepy. and tired, will blog another day. =P
gd nite WORLD!
*kiss*

2007-11-13T18:43:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i last blog,
yeah. i'm very busy this few days. My Boss wants me to come out with a new inventory list. a new format. that will be easier for everyone to understand,and that causes me to spent almost the whole day typing in office, thousands and thousands of words. redo this redo that. ! i'm going crazy.

GIVE ME A BREAK!

-
i really don't know, what i wanna do after army, study?. work?. hmph..
study?. haa. i dun think i can make it;
my math sucks. really sucks.
work. what kind of job can i get with this lousy N-Level cert?.
any advise?.

So many birthday fall on this month,
i jus got my pay. and now. i;m going brankrup already!
sad ded )=

btw.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL OF YOU! (=

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUN YUN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGLIANG
HAPPY BIRTHDAT ZEN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILSON

blah~ more to come. *FAINT*

------- one of my favourite song now. (=

Alicia Keys - No One

2007-11-09T19:04:00.000+08:00

sometimes, i wonder;
do i really know what i'm doing?.
will i regret?
hmph.
----------

stuffs that happened
recently
//
many new people came into my life.
frens; more new frens.
yeah,
was feeling unwell so didn;t went out the whole week
had 2 days MC. rested at home.
everyone says. "Home". no place is better than home.!
but not for me.
i almost died at home;
of boredom.
kenneth knew that i'm sick.
so sweet of him to actually bring food for me.
all e way down to my door step.
sweeets ..

during my mc period. i spend almost all the time playing dota.
haa. its like 2 years since i last played.
its still so addictive.

its thursday. and its DEPAVALLI! Public Holiday!
yeah. guess where am i?.
OPS ROOM.
in camp doing duty.
did nth but slept the whole day.
i dream abt someone really really v.special.
my dad.
i can't really rmb wad happen in the dream.
haha. i really miss him.

2007-11-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

I'M SICK LA!
HIGH FEVER!
ARGH!!!

2007-11-04T13:15:00.001+08:00

yawn!/
i'm super duper duper tired;
didn;t have enough sleep yesterday;
and now, i'm in camp doing DUTY!
argh!.

YTD!!

went town. walk walk.
went to Daniel's birthday party,
reach home around 2 plus.
showered, slept for like 4 hours;
than needa go camp le.

SIAN!. i think i've grown fat le.
have been eating like a monster pig this few days.
don't know why. the fats always go to my face.
hais. any1 know how to make my face more skinny?.
give me some advise and solution please!.

LOL!

and yeah. watched Stardust recently.
ITS SUPER NICE la.
magical powers, stars, witches, teleporting candles, unicorn, blah blah.
omg so nice. i want to watch again!.

---------

FRIDAY!
021107-

went Malaysia with OC Mdm and Gavin,
went to a shoppin mall call Jasco,
than shop shop.
bought a new swim trunks. haa.
its $10 cheaper than Singapore lor. =X
than walk walk awhile.
only can walk, cannot buy.
cause broke liao. =(

reached woodlands at around 8.
met sherman and miss thin.
chatted awhile than go home.
zzz//

-------

ok. its 1.30pm already, i wanna go sleep liao! =P

CIAO! ~

2007-11-03T13:09:00.000+08:00

i didn;t enjoy myself this few days.
so many work, so little time.
so tired, so broke;
my mood sway.
so fast.
so afraid of myself;

i so need someone to care for me now.

----------

my mind is in a mess;
my heart is swelling with millions of emotions;
will you ever going to understand the way i feel now?

will u ever understand?.

2007-11-01T07:57:00.000+08:00

SHIT/
i'm getting lazy;
more and more lazy;
dun feel like blogging already;
hmph.

btw, its a OFF DAY today.
Branch outing.
going marina soon;
too meet Oc and frens;
movie;
lunch.
(=

didn;t sleep well last night.
some retarded keep calling on my phone;
call and hang call and hang.
make some stupid sound;
u think u're Ju-on?.
LOL!
get a life.!
*if u got nth better to do.
please go F*uck yourself.*

-----------

do u still remember how we use to be?.

i wonder.

2007-10-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

HALLOWEEN PARTY.
//
was kinda disspointed with e crowd ytd.
not alot ppl dress up.
but nvm,
we became e lime light of the night.
haha.
sherman; adrian; daniel; kenneth and me
Dress up like some kind of monster.
took a few pics.
lazy to upload.
will upload next time.
//

had lunch with some friend;
had my hair cutted;
bought a polo tee;
and underwear/

its 11pm already.
tired
sleepy;

UPDATE AGAIN SOON!

i miss u deep deep'/ KISS KISS!

2007-10-27T02:05:00.000+08:00

its a boring friday;
the first friday that i'm home so early after such a long time;

went to paradiz to meet adrian, sherman and gavin;
to get some make-up for halloween;
as usual, sherman was late again;
he always never make it on time.
forever late.
!!!

went to newton circle to eat.
than went drivin around;
look look see see;
see see look look;
than we decided to head home.
haha.

BO LIAO DAY
-

GD NITE WORLD,
kiss kiss,

2007-10-25T18:54:00.000+08:00

i'm so F UCKIN confuse!

baby;
i miss u badly;

2007-10-25T16:30:00.001+08:00

early release from camp;
was arrowed by someone;
was chosen;
went to 4SIR in e morning;
OUTFIELD.
e weather is so HOT.
like 40 degree. hmm. haha

i was like so extra over there.
doing almost nothing
jus;
reading newspaper.
fighting wif mosquito.
sweating.
so i decided to talk to my superior.
and he ask me to go home. haa
so good. (=

-----

one of my favourite song. =P

2007-10-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry.

2007-10-24T18:49:00.000+08:00

i felt like a retarded.
showin concern to frens;
end up, got commented;
maybe i should jus SHUT my mouth;
and mind my own business;

so WADEVER!.

have been slacking in office the whole afternoon.
listenin to the those old song.
singing and playing with camp mates.
haa.

time passes really fast when our superior is on leave. =)

-----
i regretted.
why i hated school so much;
now i know.
the stupid cert is so important.

BUT!
its still not too late for me.
i wanna go back to study after ns!. =P

i know i can do it!

2007-10-23T18:52:00.000+08:00

my mood is like F*UCK!
duty forecast is out!.
and ****!
so many F**KING weekend's DUTY;\
Damn!.
Friday, Sunday Public Holiday.!
and its like WTF new years eve!.

i will be like countin down to year 2008 in FUCKIN OPS ROOM;
shit face duty planner.

go fuck yourself.!

---

so PISSED off!.

2007-10-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

another weekend gone.
another boring week.
=X

its always movie, clubbing, movie clubbing.
shoppin shopppin.
its like no other things we can do,
haha.

BORING

saturday. went to watch movie.
Brothers

sunday. went to watch movie again.
Superbad.

FUC K.

tml duty. i needa sleep.
gd NITE WORLD!

2007-10-20T18:12:00.000+08:00

words can't say how i feel;
i'll jus shut my heart and mouth;
should i ?
yeah.

2007-10-18T10:42:00.000+08:00

these were the few pics we took recently. =P

mr.kenneth waitin for sherman in e toilet.

2007-10-18T10:20:00.000+08:00

argh!. i am really unlucky today!
SUPER! unlucky.
crap!

early in e morning. got 1 extra.
from out friendly neighbourhood CSM.
for signin the book in book out book late, like a min.
1 weekend jus fly away like tat.
so not worth it!..
DAMM!
argh!. i'm so irritated!.

and, no one inform me to bring in civi today!
and than make me have to go all e way back home.
take and go back camp.!
waste time!

and today needa OT!. damm.

GOD BLESS ME PLS!

bad luck shoo!
shoo!
shoo!

good luck come!
come!
come!

lame...

2007-10-17T18:56:00.000+08:00

Is it that I'm thinking too much;
or that you are also avoiding?
If you've really chosen me;
I'm very happy to accept;
Unwittingly, my line of sight has begun to become evasive;

I feel that you are a part of me;
It's the first time deciding;
It can't be wrong

2007-10-14T13:32:00.000+08:00

moring!!! its SUNDAY!

was celebrating sherman birthday ytd;
although, its a little belated. haa..
adrian, kenenth and me
bought him a cake from Swensons.
and gave him a suprise.
=P

went suppe after that. and headed home.

--------

argh! my tagboard screw up!. lost all my TAGS! ...
tmd.!

i'm going town le!

ciao!

2007-10-13T14:18:00.000+08:00

YTD!

early release from camp!
went to URA.
hmm.

wanted to go swimming, but it RAINED again. shit. everytime i wanna go swim. it will rain.
argh!
nvm. will try again on monday.

Kenneth came to my house. around 7. than accompany him go. shop shop.

went town. aw i spend money again. bought a new pair of shoe!
WHITE AGAIN!

=P

met e rest.
alex
adrian
kenneth
sherman
dave
eric
esther
tony
yunyun
daryl
joel
edmund
ahdu.
did i miss some one out?.

still got somemore. who can't make it.

our gathering. its been such a long time since we all hang out together. all busy wif their own stuff.. yeah. miss those days.

lala~

i miss u!

2007-10-10T21:20:00.000+08:00

Maybe one day I'll wake up and this will all just be a dream.//

2007-10-09T19:47:00.000+08:00

ITS WILLIE BITCH! =P

argh!.. got a big bomb today!
got ARROWED! ouch!
work work;
piling up again;
gotta finish by next week;
shit;
i can sense OT coming.
ARGGGH!

--

everyone is happy/;
except me. ME ME ME!!
i don't know what to
F***!
i'm DROWNING!!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-08T21:19:00.000+08:00

i'm stoning at home. waiting, waiting for something to happen.

alwyn came online. suddenly thought of my ex platoon mates. arul, my caring buddy, eugene, kaiyang. blah blah bla.. haha. those BMT time together. those funny funny PT, stand by bed. Book out songs. lala.~ everything just pass through my mind. miss those days together. (but not the training) =P

was wondering did i make the right choice to post out.
luckily, i didn't regret. LAME.

didn't sleep well last night. still very tired. had a tiring day in camp. lots of stuff to prepare. heavy heavy loads to carry. i needa rest early tonight.

tired already.
need to wake up 5.30 tml.
stupid life run.
=!!!

----------------------------

towning in town;
small chat;
chitty chat;
lots of laughter;
together with friends;

friendship bonded.. (=

i wish u were beside me. <3

2007-10-07T12:48:00.001+08:00

awww! bad weather. wanted to go swimming but suddenly it start to rain so heavily.
hmph. its sunday. which means i have less thyan 24 hours to enjoy before i go back to camp.
)=..

went dotain with adrian ytd. haa played for a few hours than left le.

-------

watched Resident Evil on friday. yeah. the show was kinda disappointing. not as good as expected. nvm. hmm,

=PPPP

i wanna swim!!!.

2007-10-04T19:18:00.000+08:00

i dunno why i am feeling like this;
it happen so randomly.
i'm so confuse;
very;
so complicated;
my mind is gone;
i'm spinning round;
and deep inside;
my tears i'll drown;
i'm losing grip;
what's happening?.

and this is how I feel;
dying.

-
Baby, you have become my addiction
-

2007-10-03T12:23:00.000+08:00

Hi singapore!
i'm back.

went kuching for holiday. spent 6 days over there.
enjoy alot of new food. and know alot of intresting frens.
miss them.
took alot of pics.
but. its all.
usless pics. so dun plan to post it on my blog.
=P

today its e last day of my leave.
SHIT
i needa go back camp tml.
awwwww/
i dun wanna go back..
gonna be busy this two days.
some big event is going on in camp.
100% OT again.
ARGH!!!

2007-09-30T08:47:00.000+08:00

This time was different

felt like,

I was just a victim

and it cut me like a knife

i'm afraid u might leave me.

and forget me

i'm thinkin too much.

silly me.

-----------
i miss ur voice. i miss ur face.
i love you.

2007-09-29T14:51:00.000+08:00

third day in kuching!. today's is adrian cousin's wedding. yeah. so accompany him to his aunty house. hmm. i felt so weird. felt out cast. lols nvm. tonight still needa go attend him wedding dinner. \

needa wait for me kenneth to wake up, than go shop eat shop eat again.

there's nth much to shop here. yeah. only food. and their food here is really really. cheap. compare to singapore. LAWL.

food?.
fats.
NONO!!!

----------------

went to a pub last night wif them. kinda boring. haa. their music n people. very not use to it. hmph...

haa. update again tml. =P

2007-09-28T09:00:00.000+08:00

its e 2nd day here in Kuching wif Adrian and Kenneth, hmm. yeah. going town later in the afternoon,for more food and shopping. (= ate quite alot of their food here yesterday. NICE. i'm dead, gonna gain weight.haa =P. needa exercise more le. !

took some pics too. but didn't bring my cable. =P. so needa wait till i'm back in singapore than can update.

shall update somemore later.

=P

2007-09-26T13:59:00.000+08:00

haha zi lian de me. LAWL
=P

its wednesday!. going malaysia wif adrian and kenneth. hee. haha. blog again when i reach there. gotta go meet kenneth. he;s waiting for me at bugis. (=

I'm sitting here,
Thinkin bout,
How I'm gon-na do without,
You around,
In my life,
And how am I, I gon get by,
Ain't got no days,
Just lonely nights,
If you want the truth,
Well girl I'm not alright,
Feel out of place,
And out of time,
I think I'm gonna lose my mind

2007-09-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

2007-09-24T21:08:00.000+08:00

going camp today is total waste of time. i got stuck at the busstop outside camp for almost an hour. cause it was raining so damm heavily. i dun have my brolly! and causes me to be LATE for my roll call! went to office. sit inside there for the whole day doing nothing. BORING. sitting down looking at the clock. until its slowly slowly. reaches 5pm. its seems forever.

i'm stress. i'm breaking down
i'm afraid.
please. please
for once,
let me do things right.

i never felt so loved before.//

2007-09-23T01:38:00.000+08:00

i'm finally home.
went to town jus now.
met daniel.
had dinner,
hmmmm. . .
met the rest.
i miss h**

watched Underdog.
its so cute and funny.
L O L S

its 1am
everyone is tired.

i'm going to sleep.
gd nite world

2007-09-22T10:37:00.000+08:00

i'm so confused,
i feel like its end of the world.
i don't know.

jus came back from camp.
was doing duty last night.
its a friday.
everyone is havin fun outside.
was think abt things the entire night.
i don't know
i fell asleep.

i am so affected. i am so irritated!.
someone. HELP ME!.

there's is some problem with me.
i needa change. for e better.
to a better person.

life sucks. i'm in dilemma.
e problems lies with me.

well, its time to think like a adult.

2007-09-19T21:31:00.000+08:00

its crazy man.
felt so sleepy e whole day.
i'm damm tired.
as usual.

The Crab
June 22 to July 22

Traditional
Cancer Traits

Emotional and loving
Intuitive and imaginative
Shrewd and cautious
Protective and sympathetic

On the dark side....

Changeable and moody
Overemotional and touchy
Clinging and unable to let go

2007-09-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

180907

slept at adrian's place.

woke up around ten. went market wif adrian. bought some vegetable and adrian cook us breakfast. (= Yummy. not bad.

went swimming after that.

went to meet sherman at bugis for dinner. we ordered lots n lots of food. eat till almost. EXPLODE.
than went to shop awhile. . than went home .

some of e pics we took today.

--------------

we both look so ugly. jus woke up. on e way to market. =P
see my hair. so flat. n his. so messy.
adrian look so nerd in his spec. haha!

in e lift.

2007-09-17T20:25:00.000+08:00

friday - clubbing
saturday - sleep
sudnay - movie

lazy to blog.

haha.

=P

2007-09-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

WHAT IS PROMISE?. someone please tell me.
dun promise. if u can't do it.

never again
never again
never again

disappointed.

2007-09-13T21:09:00.000+08:00

its finally 13 Sep, the day i always have been waitin for. last day of STOCK TAKING. But. damm. it has been extended to 17th Sep. and that means.?. more work for me!. i've been walkin around the whole camp lookin for missing laptops. digital cam. and all sort of rubbish u can think of. i can jus *snap* anytime. hmm. maybe AWOL.

Life really sucks when u're e CQ of a company. Expecially a HQ company CQ. argh!. give me a BREAK!

as usual. was so tired. in camp. stack and stack of paper work keep piling up for me to do.

enough of complaining.

was browsing web searchin for tips to build up nice abs without jogging. but end up. chatting in msn instead. nth much to blog too.

hmm. tml Friday le. yeah.

alright. trainin in progress. wait n see. =P

----------------------------

Des a deer, a handsome deer, (=

miss u deer. love you deer/

miss alex. miss adrian. miss kenneth. miss sherman.
hmm. maybe mrs. =P

Sorry

2007-09-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

its 1 year in NS.

stress level building up as fast as lighting. Things that need to settle finish fast. Pressure that Rq and Oc have been giving me. stock taking and all stuffs pile up together. waiting for the results that i haf been workin hard in.

Tired. causin me to lose my temper. i become very moody n easily angry.

sorry , if i have shouted at you all jus now. i am jus not myself today.. guess i needa rest.

Adrian & Sherman. I'm Sorry.

been doing paperwork the whole mornin and afternoon. it seems like a never-ending work.
keep stackin and stacking.

Hope everthing will be over after 13th Sep. time for me to rest.

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deer. i miss you. i'm tired. might not be online today le. i'll sms you soon. love you.

2007-09-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

yawn!. tired after a whole day of work. stock taking again. when will it end.?

bad day. got scolding from CSM tat pig, cause i fall asleep during his lecture. haa . so paiseh. in front of so many people. shark!

OT again. reach home late.

Exercise a little bit.

chatted wif sherman and deer in msn. =P

its 10.50pm le. going to bed le.

i miss u. love u.
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ytd. went to airport. wif adrian, kenneth and sherman. went to send deer brian off.
he's going switzerland for 3 months, gonna miss you. took alot of beautiful beautiful pics
when we're on the way to e airport. (=

kenneth and sherman was very busy lookin at "girls" . haa. while me and adrian go shopping.
nth much to shop too.

stay awhile and left, sad.

alot more. but. lazy to update. hmm. blog again tml . haa.

go to bed le.
nite
nite.

2007-08-27T00:33:00.000+08:00

woo~.

i am back. finally. yeah/ hmm

"ZHEN DE"

duty duty duty!. finally finish serving my 3 XXtra duty! argh!. was punished because i got caught using a camara phone in camp.
. and finally. e hard day are over. no more OT,no more weekends duty for me!.

(=

mm. workin part-time at raffles wif adrian. tired. sales sucks, nvm.

went to centerpoint, bought chocolate for deer deer. and underwear. haa. cute de lor. "zhen de" yeah.

walk
walk walk..

n home. camp again tml. life sucks when u are in ns....

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dun leave me.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

2007-06-22T14:08:00.000+08:00

i won't say a word,
cause i don't wanna lose what we have left

if you'll be my love,
i'll be yours
if you need your space
i'll face a distance
it's not that i'm brave
i just finally realised

My heart, there's no beat, Without You.

2007-05-10T20:08:00.000+08:00

i won't be blogging for this few days.

- g o n e -

2007-05-10T20:00:00.000+08:00

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

-iamdead// ,

2007-05-07T21:49:00.000+08:00

what a boring day, book in and out of camp. doing paper work. i will be repeating this type of life for the next one and a half years. *sigh*

went to orchard to pass markie his bag. i'm so unlucky today!. kaos. I FELL DOWN AT SOMERSET MRT STATION! OMG!. KNS LA. STUPID STAIRS! SO MANY PEOPLE SEE LA. SO PAISEH!! hais. grandma keep calling me. nag nag nag!. keep askin me to go home. no choice but
to go home early. yah. going to bed le.

sleepy.
tired.
n SIAN!.

I MISS U ALOT.

2007-05-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

You Are Gay

In your opinion, there's nothing sexier than your own sex.
There's definitely nothing straight about you!

What's Your Sexual Orientation?

HAHA YOU MUST BE KIDDING! LOLS ! I'M SO STRAIGHT!!
wadever!

2007-05-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

my best buddddddies!

Me and My Brother!

frens 4ever!.

me and my strawberry head

lol

2007-05-02T12:44:00.000+08:00

2007-05-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

a very bad day.

goodbye with no words..

everyone seems to be stress. showing attitude and so many misunderstading.  why does things always end up like this.  I really don't know.

from now on. i don't wanna care and i don't wanna bother anymore. have enough already.
friendship?. sisters?. brother?. what the hell is tat?. do u really mean it or jus saying for the sake of saying.

after some time. people will change. or maybe its me who change.

i guess, i shall lead back my simple life. the old me. this won't be tat complicated than.

(=

2007-04-30T13:57:00.000+08:00

oh man! TIRED. left camp early today, yea. i need to train . getting fatter n fatter. ! went swimming yesterday with markie and tony. and again. i was the 1st one who reached. they're always LATE!

Jogging, i am going joggin le. (= will blog again hehe . .

yea. i miss all my JIEJIES and KORKORS! miss u all muacks

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forever. perfectly. together?. hmmm

2007-04-30T13:41:00.000+08:00

2007-04-27T17:28:00.000+08:00

You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age

You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself.
You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.

Do You Look Your Age?

You Can Make 76% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You

Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal.
Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you!
As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end.

Can You Make Anyone Fall in Love With You?

You Are 52% Bitchy

Generally, you're an average woman, with average moods. But sometimes... well, watch out!
Sometimes, you let your mean side get the better of you. And you enjoy every minute of it.

How Bitchy Are You?

You Are Not a Cheapskate

When it comes to money, you're very fair.
You're generous when you can be, and you never cheat anyone out of what they deserve.
If you have the money, you enjoy splurging. But you never overspend.

Are You a Cheapskate?

You Are an Intense Kisser

When you kiss, it's deep and powerful

You don't take kissing lightly

Your kisses always have meaning

And they always make your head spin

What's Your Kissing Style?

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.
You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...
But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.
You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

You Are 28% Shy

You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal.
You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace.

How Shy Are You?

You Are Wonder Woman

A true goddess, you have the strength and skills to rule the world.
You're one sexy amazon... all of the superhero guys are fighting over you!

What Superhero Are You?

You are 47% Cancer

How Cancer Are You?

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

2007-04-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep,
everything i ever knew,
It's a lie,
without you,

I can't breathe,
when my heart is broke in two,
There's no beat,
without you,

You're not gone,
but you're not here,
It's that's the way it seems tonight,
If we could try to end these wars,
I know that we can make it right.

2007-04-21T15:41:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. didn't blog for one week le. hais.
where should i start.
hmm.

last week. was havin lesson for the whole week. my god. bored to death. yea. have been meeting tony n gang for the past week, wearin my stupid smartfour walkin. around, hmm.

ytd. went to PLAY. to support imran. ! left very early. cause dun feel like clubbin.

tmd. now a days. ppl always late.! suppose to go to e zoo today. but, cancel last min. sian. nvm. next time bah.

there's so many thing i wanna say. but can't.
no one will understand me.
I'm so tired of being here

here are some of the pics we took. (=

2007-04-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

Zi Lian - Luo Zhi Xiang

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

2007-04-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

Tired and sleepy, let the picture do the talkin (=

Mark, Dave & Me!

Esther, Me n Mark 3 2 1 !!

Actin Cute. =X

Tony!!!

Julyen, Tony , Me
at Subway. .

2007-04-13T18:37:00.000+08:00

WEeHeEEE~ Book out early again.! HALF-DAY! HAPPY!. nothin to do in camp so OC let us leave! HeEE~ LOVE U OC!

Yesterday 120407

as usual booking in e morning. YAWN, had breakfast, left camp at 10am haa.. together with my camp-mate. MOVIE! . we went to watch movie. Meet the Robinsons . Nice la.! haa =)

Meet The Robinsons

Lewis is a brilliant inventor who meets mysterious stranger named Wilbur Robinson, whisking Lewis away in a time machine and together they team up to track down Bowler Hat Guy in a showdown that ends with an unexpected twist of fate.

2007-04-11T16:22:00.001+08:00

2007-04-11T15:30:00.000+08:00

Boring - OFF TODAY! no camp ! =)

went to see my counseller at CMPB. hmm. talked alot of lame n funny things. haa, chatted for almost an hour. left n headed home. ate LASKA for breakfast.. Yummy. yum yum!. /

things i did last weekend,
SENTOSA! yeah.. accompanied wif my sexy dave, cute hiro, handsome alex n mark and last but not least our Papa Daniel. =) its on a friday afternoon.. yea. good FRIDAY. its was SUPER CROWDED. took quite sumtime to GET e most perfect spot in e beach, where we can see lots lots lots of HUNKS & BABES =XXXXX .. didn't tann tat day.. I DUN WANNA GET TAN! a lot of people said tat i look like malay. SAD! i am CHINESE! for god sake. =) n i mean PURE CHINESE! // splashin water in the beach.. Buryin one another. haa. while dave n alex were suntannig.. =) Funny things happen. can't say. a secret among the 6 of us.. B R A ! / HAHA! Saw this GUY in e toilet. he was so Gd-Looking. OMG! my eyes was like superglued to him. =XXX .. hmm.. NVM!. Movies after e beach. only hiro me alex and mark watched e movie.. we watched "The Reapin" I almost fainted inside.. Spend $9.50 watchin e movie but ended up only watch $1.00 the rest i was coverin my eyes. HAA. =X I HATE SCARY MOVIE! No more pls!

Saturday movie again. movie movie movie.. singapore is boring.. Now we watched "The Number 23" some psychological movie. quite nice. only if u understand. =DD

Sunday suppose to go to stJAMES but. didn't. Monday needa wake up early. hee =) went to a coffee shop n chit-chat instead.

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The voice of every homosexuals who seeks understanding in one simple picture.

Straightforward and Meaningful!

The Reapin

Hilary Swank plays a former Christian missionary who lost her faith after her family was tragically killed, and has since become a world-renowned expert in disproving religious phenomena. But when she investigates a small Louisiana town that is suffering from what appear to be the Biblical plagues, she realizes that science cannot explain it.

The Number 23

Animal Control officer Walter Sparrow (Jim Carey) has found a book he doesn’t dare put down. By reading a mysterious novel, "The Number 23", given to him as a birthday gift by his wife, Agatha (Virgina Madsen), Walter twists his once placid existence into an inferno of psychological torture that could possible lead him to his death and death of his loved ones. And all because of a number: The Number 23.

2007-04-09T20:52:00.000+08:00

People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway!

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway!

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway!

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway!

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway!

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway!

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway!

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway!

2007-04-04T18:36:00.000+08:00

Tired Tired day..

as usual waking up early in the morning.. wash-up went to camp.. i was almost LATE!. Was suppose to reach camp by 8am.. haa.. i REACH at 7.59am. LUCKY i got pray.. LOLS.

Today was quite boring.. in camp. listen to music.. eat sleep chat play.. 5pm Go home!.

heee!

was so free so tried this out.. haa

Cancer - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on
A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows
You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with

Your negative traits:

Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner
You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult
It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down.

Your ideal partner:

Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply
Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family
Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt!

Your dating style:

Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another.

Your seduction style:

Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in your relationship.
Coy. You tend to play it cool to drive your lover wild.
Orally talented - you're known as the best kisser in the zodiac.

Tips for the future:

Be a little less sensitive. Not every little mistake should hurt you.
Spend time away from your partner every so often - independence is a good thing.
Find ways to take care of yourself. You'll be happier if you put yourself first.

Best color to attract mate: Aqua

Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's Your Love Profile?

ok la.. going town to meet my sexy dave!.. =) // bllloggg again !

2007-04-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

Listen by Beyonce

i'm back! haven't been bloggin for e past few months.. was too busy. =) YEAH! finally i'm 8-5 .. HEE! jus posted to my new camp! Hee.. i'm so happy!..

Went to st james ytd.. woo~ had alot of fun. saw alot of frens there.. BUT! have to leave early cause needa book in today.. hais.. SAD!.. Reach home.. Fold my STUPID smartFOUR! than packed my stuff.. n went to BED! only had like 2 hours to sleep!..

Went to camp .. had my breakfast n than slept e whole day in the office .. haa.. from 9am to 4pm Hee.. SHIOK! i will be like having this type of life till e end of april.. haa heeeee! =)

Went to watch Ninja Turtle wif andy my Jiaming my cousin.. i'll give 2.5/5 for tat movie.. !

Booking in tml!..

2007-02-11T08:03:00.000+08:00

saturday 1002

slept till 2pm.. had my lunch, showered.. ray popped me a sms.. hmmm.. get change,
went down and meet him and his friends. went to parklane for dota hee =) alot of KILLS..
few hour past.. and its already 10pm, called alex.. meetin him at plaza sing. WAITED for so long till they arrive!.. tmd!. got no where to go.. so we all decided to watch movie.. =) (Protege)
omg super nice movie.. daniel wu super handsome.. u guys gotta go n watch..

Undercover officer Nick (Daniel Wu) had spent the last eight years penetrating into the core of a drug sales ring working his way up from a street dealer post to the managerial position handling cargo deliveries for Jong (Andy Lau) - the biggest player in the local heroin market. When the ailing Jong makes Nick his protégé, Nick could not but sway before money and power and starts to perform his role like a real drug trafficker. This, together with his affair with heroin-addict Jane (Zhang Jingchu), causes Nick to becomes more and more confused about his true identity, and eventually leads to a disastrous end.

2007-02-10T15:02:00.000+08:00

Lately
I been
walking
walking in circle
watching waiting
for something
feel me
touch me
feel me
come take me higher

2007-02-10T14:41:00.000+08:00

once again its saturday again.. ytd met eugene at raffles place.. waited for e rest of e group to reach.. waited for almost an hour!.. went to a pub with them.. omg, i almost die inside.. drank till drop dead.. !

go to Cine with Alex for movie.. watched adrift..

A weekend cruise on a luxurious party yacht goes horribly wrong for a group of old high-school friends. They forget to let the ladder down before they jump into the ocean for a swim. The boat proves impossible to climb. They are stuck in the water many miles from shore, with baby Sara left alone on board. Sara's mother Amy must contend with her aqua-phobia as well as the group's increasing desperation, as the friends begin to turn on each other. Soon the exhaustion of keeping afloat and the struggle to get back on board begin to take a terrible toll. The happy reunion turns into a fight for survival.

2007-02-09T15:58:00.000+08:00

monday 050207

alarm clock rings.. it was 5.15am, time to wake up again. wash up everything done, waited till 6.30am until our breakfast arrive.. damm! was so HUNGRY.. after breakfast, as usual, went to draw our rifle. drawing rifle everyday is really stupid.. was told to do area cleanin end up almost everyone went to sleep.. haa.. sgt went came in and caught all of us.. LOLS .. all got punished.. DAMM! i got double e punishment cause i was e IC.. !!! nvm.. slack from 10am till lunch time..
Haa.. training was all cut for e day .. all thanks to the MP!.. they came to inspect the camp.. =)

tuesday 060207

IPPT!!

tmd! had my IPPT cat test.. did so well in other stations!.. except e stupid 2.4km..
damm 11.55 mins, wasted. end up gettin only a PASS!.

Sit up - 41 Gold
SBJ - 239 Gold
Shutter Run - 9.6 sec Gold
Chin-up - 12 Gold
2.4Km - 11.55 Mins =X JUST PASS!

i need MORE training.. i must get 9.47 mins and below for my 2.4Km!!..

Friday 090207

BOOK OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-02-04T15:56:00.000+08:00

time really go very fast on weekends.. few hours till i go back to camp again.. suffer inside..

Friday -

booked out from camp at around 7pm, sheng called and ask to play dota.. reach home..
change and went down to plaza sing to meet him. haa i was late..
sorry!.. played a few hours.. bnet really suxs.. so many LEAVER! meetin alex after lan..
went to Cine, had dinner wif him and frens at Xin Wang cafe, hmm.. i have been going to Cine
almost every weekend. lols..
watched Big bang love.. omg.. its SUCKS.. so much talkin.. we left the theater half way through e show.. crap.. my advise, dun watch this movie.. waste money..

after movie.. we went to TheOne karaoke to meet some frens.. haa.. left at around 5.40am.. reached home.. sleep..! tired..

Saturday-

wake up at 1 plus.. called yL.. jio-ed him for swimming.. went to dota after swimming.. reach home around 1am.. rottin at home.. zzz

i dun wanna lead a army life.. !!

Gazette - Cassis

2007-01-20T21:04:00.000+08:00

Dir En Grey - Obscure

2007-01-18T18:03:00.000+08:00

Kylie Minogue - Red Blooded Woman

2007-01-07T11:06:00.000+08:00

BREAKING BENJAMIN

The Diary Of Jane

If I had to

I would put myself right beside you

So let me ask

Would you like that?

And I don't mind

If you say this love is the last time

So now I'll ask

Do you like that?

No!

Something's getting in the way

Something's just about to break

I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane

So tell me how it should be

Try to find out what makes you tick

As I lie down

Sore and sick

Do you like that?

There's a fine line between love and hate

And I don't mind

Just let me say that I like that

I like that

Something's getting in the way

Something's just about to break

I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane

As I burn another page

As I look the other way

I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane

So tell me how it should be

Desperate, I will crawl

Waiting for so long

No love, there is no love

Die for anyone

What have I become

Something's getting in the way

Something's just about to break

I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane

As I burn another page

As I look the other way

I still try to find my place

In the diary of Jane..

2006-12-31T20:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. i am finally back after two months.. now sittin alone in the room.. keep listenin to the same music. borin.. waitin for andy to gimmi a call.. going count-down wif group of frens later on.. hmm.. Vivo or orchard.. no idea.. everywhere is so borin.. think about bookin in soon make me feel stress.. must enjoy.. woke up early this mornin.. played a match of dota.. went back to my redhill house.. do lots lots lotsa area cleanin.. jonathan called.. and ask to accompany him to beach road to buy army stuff.. hais. army again.. meet him at redhill Mrt station at around 5.. shop shop shop.. had dinner.. and than .. waitin for things to happen..

5 mins later
10 mins later
1 hour later..

boring
boring
boring

2006-10-15T15:03:00.000+08:00

hais~.. ns life really sux.. tired and stress..

won't be bloggin this few months.. maybe after my btm.. now time really v.precious..

miss u all. =)

2006-09-07T14:21:00.000+08:00

meeting andy and grace later.. catching a movie with them.. little man.. now sitting infront of my computer.. waiting for the time to past.. i was so boring i was even talkin to myself.. haa =X

another 18 hours till i enlist into ns.. ahrg!.. my freedom!.. i am gonna miss all of u guys..

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6-09 Wednesday

went dota-in wif mingjie.. saw sheng and his gf there.. so we played together.. play for a few hours.. went plaza sing for dinner.. ate kfc.. walk around .. played arcade.. and he went home..

wesley came and fetch me.. went to ron's house to pass him some computer things.. chatted a little and left at around 2am.. reach home.. showered and than sleep..

2006-09-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...a murderer

2006-09-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

went dota-in wif sheng wen and his gf.. hmm, played quite a few hours.. andy called and ask me accompany him go serene center to settle some grace stuff.. hmm.. nvm.. went to the park for a little crappin.. reached home around 7 pm , had my dinner and went down to bugis and meet keith.. =) and we went down to ron's place for supper wif wesley. =P sLurP~

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3-09 Sunday

came back from chalet.. went to jeslyn place for bbq.. =) celebratin me going ns. haha.. so lame.. went with andy, weilong and shengwen.. alex, tony and louis join us later cause they going for some audition.. hmmm.. wish them good luck.. left the place around 9 pm..

reached home.. keith called and jio-ed me to attica.. so i had to change n go out again.. meetin him and wesley outside attica at 12 am.. hmmm.. went in.. was super crowded.. dun even have a chance to walk.. omg.. can u imagine.. argh!... left around 3 am..

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2-09 Saturday

was at chalet.. hmm.. nth much to write.. hehe =)

SICK
SICK
SICK
SICK
SICK
SICK
SICK
SICK

2006-08-31T17:21:00.000+08:00

went to mount pleasant animal hospital wif javier to fetch marco(dog) back home.. reached home around 3 pm..

waiting for alex to call me, meetin him later.. going chalet.. =)

2006-08-30T20:45:00.000+08:00

argh.. dunno wad happen to my computer.. can't use.. can't blog this few days.. ! tired.. feelin sick right now..

slept early last night, woke up around 9 am this mornin..

my dog was sick so i bring him down to mount pleasant animal hospital.. aww.. sad.. he had to be hospitalise.. reach home at around 4 pm.. watch tv again..

had my dinner.. felt a little bit sick.. i going to rest le..

zzzzzzz
zzzzzzz
zzzzzzz

sianssss going ns in another 9 days..

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before

watched frostbitten wif tony, louis, alex, andy, grace and cy... 1 word for tat movie.. SUCKS! after e movie.. andy n grace went to my place..

i am so tired n sick..

2006-08-25T15:17:00.000+08:00

boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring

off to swimming..

*14 more days to ns..

2006-08-24T15:30:00.000+08:00

going queensway ~ SHOPPING!!

i love shopping!!!

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Tuesday 22-08

went swimming.. reach e pool around 5 pm n had to leave at 6 pm, meetin 1 of my fren for dinner =) .. went to great world for food.. slurp.. hmm =) .. haa..

reached home around 8.. weilong jio-de me for some dota.. haa.. so we headed down to egame.. hmm.. finish the game at around 1 am .. they decided to stay over at my place.. jasper called and asked me for movie.. hee.. so i gave andy n frens my key and asked him to go my place first.. sorry.. haa..

waited for him outside the parklane taxistand.. waited 5 mins until he reach.. hopped into the car and went cine..

watched american haunting.. was quite boring.. but scare the shi* out of me..

after movie went back to join andy at my place.. =) chit chat a bit n slept at 6am.. =)

tired..
tired..

2006-08-21T14:32:00.000+08:00

going plaza singapura.. ~~~~~~~~

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Saturday 19-08

hmm.. stay over at my pS home.. woke up at around 2+ was damm tired.. went market for some food. ordered katong laksa.. was eating halfway n guess wad i saw in e gravy.. BABY COCKROACH!!!!! i almost sued that freakin disgustin YUCKS! stall.. hmmm.. nvm.. forget it.. haa..

Played poker wif andy, yongliang, jonathan and weilong.. hmmm.. left around 6, meetin some of my old school frens for steamboat at marina.. but.. thinkin of tat laska spoil everything.. ARGH!!!

reached home around 12, showered n than sleep..

lalaland
lalaland

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Friday 18-08

Watched tat stupid movie Ghost game.. hmmm.. its scary.. but like no ending.. hmm.. nvm.. went maxwell for supper after movie than whynot for clubbing.. =)

2006-08-18T16:05:00.000+08:00

HOW TO ...

... quit Smoking

Can't get a seat at the smokin section of your favourite cafe?.. Hey, if u can't beat them join them.. Here's how to quit the fag..

life is getting harder for smokers. First, they had to deal with the whole lung cancer thing, and now, they can't get a table at restaurants, bars and cafe. Even worst , all night spot will be non smoking by next july. thats like telling a horse there's no pooping in the meadow. Perhaps it is time, dear emphysema candidate, to lose the cancer stick and join the world of the living (and seated) . Here are some useful tips and important information u need to know to fight the puff..

Preparation is essential

*set a quick date and stick to it. Refrain from trying to smoke every cigarette in south east asia before the day arrive.

*Tweak ur enviroment. Don't let any one light up in your home and get rid of all cigs and ashtrays. Remember your home is now non smoking

*Think about your previous attempts to quit smoking. Keep in mind whats worked and whats flopped.

When support is not a good brassiere

Study had shown that you have a better chance of quitting if you have help.
We suggest:

1 Tell your family, friends, and colleagues that you're going clean and needed their support. inform them you will bitch-slap them should they smoke around you.

2 Get a fellow smoker to quit with you. Misery love company.

3 Get individual, group or telephone counselling. Call quit line at 1800-438-2000. Counseller are available at 8.30 am to 5 pm, Monday to Friday and till 1pm on Saturday.

Medicate yourself!..

Sometimes, sheer will power isn't enough to keep the fag completely. Medication can help lessen the urge to smoke. The form of nicotine replacement currently available here are the nicotine patch and inhaler. Talk to your GP or pharmacist about which is best for you. Nicotine inhaler have to be prescribed by a doctor ; and the patches are available from all pharmacies.

What you need to avoid..

* Alcohol. Staying away from bars and clubs increase your chance of success.

* Other smokers. Sure, they're your friends but being around smokers will just tempt you to cave.

* Weighing scale. Its true what u have hear many smokers do gain weight when they quit. But you will just have to be disciplined. Drink more water. If you need to snack, eat fruuits or chew on ice cubes. Go for a run. Do what its take to stay gorgeous.

If at first you dun succeed

Most relapses occurs within the first 3 months after quitting. Don't be too hard on yourself if you start smoking again - sometimes you just gotta shoot hoops before you win a game.

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Thursday 17-08

called Yongliang this afternoon, jio-ed him for swimming. Woohoo~ finally went swimming. meet him at 3.30pm outside the pool. haa~ was late for 15 mins.. sry..

swim for one hour and we left. Went to the market for some food, was freakin hungry, ordered nasi lemak, slurp :P walked home all the way from market.. hmmm..

Reached home. On my computer but can't connect to the internet!! ARGH!!...

irritating
irritating!..

2006-08-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

Just finish eatin my dinner, yah was sitting infront of my computer doing boring things again.. listenin to those repeated songs i have in my playlist.. i am about to fall asleep.. yawn..

stayed over at tony place last night.. only slept for hmmm.. 4 hours.. can't really sleep well in other people place.. missed my bed and pillow..

waited till 2 plus until tony woke up.. my handphone batt was dead.. wanna rush home.. but he won't let me leave the house!.. argh! ended up crappin instead.. left his place at 5 plus..

tired
tired
tired
tired
tired

2006-08-16T02:39:00.000+08:00

Finally created my first blog. All thanks to my mei tony. =)

The damn rain this afternoon completely ruined my plans to go swimming. -.- Ended up rotting and watching the shows mediacorp had to offer..

Aaron called and jio-ed me out for a movie. Damn arsehole, cheated my feelings. -.- Intially we agreed on watching "the ant bully", but that scammer bought tickets for "see no evil" instead. The show was freaking disgusting and shocked the living daylights out of me.

We went on to pub for drinks. And then tony popped me a msg for supper. Took cab down to kim seng and had to wait for 5 bloody minutes before i even saw his shadow coming out of the lift. Bought drinks from 7-11 and we crapped all the way to his place.

Some petty queen called and made my blood boiled. If we had been talking face to face i would have punched his face in.. Argh, irritating fellow. Get a life..

This blog is the product of what i did at tony's place. =) That's all for my first entry. Take care people.

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Sorry

Gazette - Cassis

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